Tomorrow is Bridget's first day of kindergarten. Even though I should get to bed, I insisted on looking at hundreds of photos of our life with B—in our dingy Vancouver apartment, our little house in Ritchie, the halloweens, the first birthday cakes, the playdough, the blanket forts, this road trip through Banff —and we have had such a wonderful life, really. And it's all her. She is the absolute apple of my eye, it cannot be explained.